My Splints & Braced Life

Chapter 3

So I continued to tie myself up with the belts for some time but as my muscular dystrophy got worse I couldn't get out the straps by myself to put them on, so my self restraining came to an end, but I still had my spinal jacket which by now I needed help to put on and off, so I used to have it put on when I new my carers were going out for a long time so I could imagine i'd been restrained by force! Then my urge was satisfied for a while. My addiction to splints got worse but so did my condition, luckily this meant more splints were needed to help with my pain and posture, I'd not had any other splints on my legs since my callipers were taken away but the doctor said I could be cast for some ankle splints, I was also fitted with a hard plastic collar as my neck was giving me pain, as I was strapped up in the collar I remember thinking how good it will be wearing it with my back brace on! and couldn't wait to try it. I was then plaster cast for my feet splints which felt great! then told they'd be ready in two weeks, that's great, no more pain I said, the ride home was great too, people looking at my shiny white plastic and leather straps on my collar and the restriction was amazing, I just loved it.. and knew I'd be in my spinal jacket and collar the next day! The next day I was hoisted into my wheelchair with my spinal brace and collar on, it was fantastic I couldn't move my spine at all, it was to much I said, I'd never be able to get used to this, my mum said I would as they were off out for a few hours, as they went I panicked as I could not take off my collar because my arms were to weak to reach the velcro strap at the back of it! but I was also very aroused so much that after only a few minuets of me being alone I ejaculated it was the best orgasm I'd ever had... I washed myself and spent the next minuets just watching myself in the mirror trying to move, I loved it. after two hours the restriction began to hit me hard and I started to panic but even this turned me on as I tried to get hold of the collar strap but knew I'd be stuck restrained until my mum returned to take it of for me which was two hours later. I still use the collar and jacket to this day. Ten days later my feet splints were ready for me to try so we went to try them, They are white too with three straps on each foot splint. He strapped on the left foot and my face must of lit up as I remember him saying you look pleased! I was, even though it had been ten years since they'd taken my callipers away I still craved for them so just to get up to my knees in plastic again felt amazing to me.

I was now 31, 4 years after getting my feet splints, and collar, my fingers and wrists had been hurting for some months, so my doctor said I needed full hand resting splints to use at night, I was exited but knew if my hands were strapped up I'd no longer be able to feel the plastic and straps like I did every night when I was in bed with my spinal jacket on, but I thought it would be great to have the resting splints as I could no longer tie up my hands and knew they would replace that feeling that i'd missed for so long.. I was measured and a week later returned to have them fitted, as I looked at them I knew I'd made the rite choice to have them, as he pulled open the straps he said my arm was not as straight as it should be and he'd talk later about them! He placed my hand in the splint and put the 1st strap around my wrist then their was 1 across my fingers 1 around my thumb another across the back of my hand and another on my forearm, 5 straps to hold me ridged it was everything i'd hoped i'd feel and as he put on the other 1 it felt even better, he said how do they feel? I said good, he then started talking about my arms bending but not going strait, he said they'd get worse if not splinted as straight as he could pull them, I didn't know what to say, I said I'd think about it as I didn't know when i'd use them, he said it's best I used them in bed or when relaxing watching a film or something but he said I should waer them as often as I could, I asked for a few weeks to get used to my wrist splints first, so I was given an appointment for a month later. That night I wore my spinal brace along with my new hand splints it was another fantastic sleepless nite and I loved it, and still do...

A month went by fast and I went to be cast for my plastic arm splints, I was unsure but exited at the same time about my choice to have them but as the cast went hard I knew they would feel great! The casts were cut off and I was told they'd be ready in two weeks. I returned as planned nevous and scared, I was called into the fitting room, their they were, the shiny plastic looked great and they smelt good too, he opened up the splint and placed my arm in it, the plastic went from my wrist to my armpit and completely circled my arm apart from 2cm, then he folded in the leather piece that would stop the plastic pinching me, then he threaded the 4 leather and velcro straps through the loops and pulled them fairly tight, I can't begin to explain how good it felt, my heart was pounding fast as my other arm was placed in the other splint and strapped up, I caught a glimpse at myself in the mirror and I just loved the look of them on me. I was told to waer them as much as I could and said i'd try, but I knew i'd use the at least 4 hours a day! most days I'd sleep in them I said. I was told to get used to them first. I did'nt want people seeing me in them yet so I asked mum to take them off she said not for 3 hours so I was taken home still strapped up in them, everyone in the ambalance asked about them I just said my arms were bending up so i had to wear them afew mounths but I knew I'd be using them forever!!

So that's it my true acount of my Splinted life, Im now 39 and I still use all my splints and enjoy them, I think I'm insane so Ive not told any of my freinds or family about my fasination of being splinted for fear of rejection and I'm sure if they knew they would never strap me into them!! So am I mad? do i need a straitjacket? OH YES PLEASE!!!